So I just got back from seeing Minus the Bear for the 8th time. Or 9th. idk Sometime I will wrack my memory for the proper amount.

Each time is epic and orgiastic as always and only reminds me of how much I love this band. I don't want to go off completely, but I've been obsessed with them for 5 or 6 years and it hasn't wavered at all. Their music makes me feel pretty indescribable and has made me happy through some tough shitty times. I've watched them grow from obscure lil babies to being on Jimmy Kimmel.

It was cool seeing them with someone who is almost as hardcore about them as I am (almost). Parker is a fag for guitar effects and was being a baby bitch about not being in front of Dave.

I miss Seattle.

I hate that it is dark at 5:30.

I didn't vote because my absentee shit got fucked up and I am pissed but I am from Arizona so does it matter anyway????

But I would have really liked to vote on prop 102.

It is getting too cold and I am not prepared and I don't like it. It makes me not want to accomplish anything and just be under blankets and take hot baths and never go outside.

Also, still don't have a job. Don't know when I will have one. I feel more pressured now that it is November and I have been looking hard since early September.
Shit is weak.

Not to sound like a fggt or anything but when I see graffiti, litter, broken bottles, or hear of people having sex at Sutro Baths or Sutro Heights, it really, really upsets me. ._.

I just sold my first print y'all.

Biggest JK ever, that shit ain't funny.

Also I have a roommate now? What the hell else.

+ I guess I have a job maybe I don't know, I am waiting for a call back about them calling the district manager

- I can't go back home for Christmas because of this

YEAH BROTHER

UGH

I had a job interview today which was pretty damn successful, not gonna lie. It was one of the most beautiful days I've seen in a while, and since I was in the Marina anyway I just walked around for hours and called out to Robin Williams.

Things are looking up. A lot. I just can't really let myself be completely happy EVER, though, even though I have every reason to be.

This boy I'm with makes me really happy and I adore him 100%, but I am trying not to just because I am so terrified of something happening and I can't handle that. I am admittedly very insecure.

This year for Halloween I am still trying to decide between Spaghett, the Snuggler, or Slutty John Wilkes Booth.

I am kind of involved with a boy now. It is not the one I potentially acted a fool around. I am still going to hang out with him just because I need more friends with sweet beards in my life. But this one I am liking a lot and don't want to mess things up with. :X

Oh wow, I am overwhelmed right now but for once it's kind of awesome.